The Life of a Sophmore

2003-12-13T20:04:00.000-10:00

breakdown

Do you ever have those days when everything around you just makes you freak out even more than necessary? For the past two days I have been on such a short string, and I think I just completly lost it. I can't handle this anymore, I swear to fucking god I can't take this bullshit anymore. All I want is someone to talk to..........but there is no one there,I wish that I could just break down and cry but my parents are home. Why the fuck do I feel so used all the time, all of my firends are just fuckers that want to use me. I feel so alone. I'm so close to crying right now. But I now if I start I will never stop. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. Why can't I act normal and be happy and shit like that. Why Do I feel like I'm gonna lose it?I'm fucking shaking now so badly. Something is deffinetly wrong with me.....................I'm not normal, I can't handle this anymore......I HATE THIS.

2003-08-21T09:41:00.000-10:00

Colorado

In Boulder with my family, dropping my sister off at CU for her new college experience. This entire trip has sucked balls. Last night I called Eunice pratically crying. Last night was the worst night ever. ever. My family is ripping apart in front of my eyes, and there is nothing I can do to stop it. Anyway, on a happier note, Hotaru, you are one of the most talented writers I have ever read from. Seriously, that is major talent hon. The way you write..........its just amazing, Im soooo proud of you!!! You should post some more of your writing, it is amazing. I miss you all so much, really all I want to do is go home. I want to get AWAY. I need to be with you guys, I need some support and help right now. I love you all and Ill be home Saturday at 2. Have fun!

2003-07-25T18:52:00.000-10:00

I'm alive

Well, sorries for not posting in so long, the internet doesnt work in my room so I have been using my moms computer instead whenever I can. I'm so bored as usual. I leave in 11 days for Cali and stuff......that should be fun...so much has happened in terms of love life but its way to hard/long to explains so Im not even going to try. Love ya!

2003-07-13T12:19:00.000-10:00

Bored

SO fucking bored.......and I just got up.....anyway, I hate my cell phone, it doesn't get any service in my room and its pissing me off. But anyways, Eunice is coming over today and we're gonna catch up on all the stuff that has happened since we have last seen each other. There is no food at my house, I have been living off of slim fasts and water. There is something wrong with this.....But anywho, Im bored. someone please call me.

2003-07-10T18:21:00.000-10:00

Marathon......

So, still at Ash's house doing the marathon thing. Its been sooooooooo much fun watching movies with your friends and talking about random shit for 48 hours. I havn't gotten that much sleep, considering I got woken up at 7 this morning because of someone who decided to call me as soon as he woke up...But its all good!!!

2003-06-24T17:38:00.000-10:00

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2003-06-17T12:54:00.000-10:00

bored #2

My pickup line is:

Wanna dance?

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2003-06-17T11:46:00.000-10:00

the burn....

ok, so I went to Hana for a couple of days, then yesterday I went horseback riding... I have such a bad burn!!! I have TWO shirt tans!!! ahh!!! the pain, the pain....good thing I have aloe plants right new to my room so I am applying massive amounts to it all over me....so....Oh! I have anime for the marathon! Its the animatrix and its really good (ok, its my brothers technically, but he'll let me borrow it) I also bought the first season of Dark Angel! I'm soooo happy about that!! I need to watch it, but I wanna watch it with someone or else I feel like a freak...or maybe I am a freak.....I need a boyfriend......

2003-06-13T11:47:00.000-10:00

poem

I have decided to post one of my poems, its mine, so don't steal it.

Remember Me Now

broken times
forgotten calls
everything won't
turn out after all

no one sees
no one cares
no one will know the true me
under there

fallen tears
having no meaning
splitting skin
that slits so easily

life is perfect
life is great
especially with all the bullshit
and hate

underneath that cloud
into the fog
there are things way to real
that make you crumble and fall

get ready for suffering
get ready for pain
remember
life will never be the same

take advantage of what you got
don't leave me behind
remember me now
and let yourself shine

remember me now
with your glory and fame
and remember now
I never got the same.

2003-06-10T11:15:00.000-10:00

bordomvill

you should live near a waterfall. you are nice,
peacefull but can be wild sometimes.

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You're a BIRCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2003-06-05T16:51:00.000-10:00

Quizes

Congratulations, you're a Pillywiggin, a trouping flower fae.
What kind of female faerie are you?
Take the female faerie quizby Paradox.

Your magical style is Faery.

What type of Magic do you work?. Take the Magical Style Quiz by Paradox

You are an angel.

What legend are you?. Take the Legendary Being Quiz by Paradox

2003-06-04T16:00:00.000-10:00

The forgotten One

Also, yesterday was my 15th birthday, yay yay. Well, I was kinda bummed cuz no one called me to say congrates except for Rae (which was by the way extreamly random) But.....its all good.....kinda......one day in 365 to celebrate your birth, but for some reason I'm just not excited about my birthday.....maybe I'm fucked up or something......huh........well......see ya later

2003-05-28T14:13:00.000-10:00

HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!!!!

2003-05-14T17:34:00.000-10:00

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2003-04-30T17:03:00.000-10:00

THE WAR

THE WAR IS OFFICIALLY ON. For some unknown reason (okay, one of my windows is broken) hundreds and hundreds of flies has come into my room. SWARMS AND SWARMS I TELL YOU!!!But anyway, it is now my first obligation to kill as many of them as possible. SO far, there only seems to be at most seven left. But mark my words...they all are doomed!!! hehe. THE HUNT IS ON. to other news, step by step opens this weekend, come and watch my but stick out of the hootchy costume i have to wear! but it will be good..hopefully...SHIT! gotta go...to much to do.....

2003-04-16T10:06:00.000-10:00

schools a bitch....

Mommy said I didn't have to go to school today since I have been at school till 8:30 every night this week because of showcase (which is openeing tomorow, you all should come!) so while all you suckers are at school I am at home....hehe...I even got to sleep in!! Ah....so nice.....hopefuly I didn't miss anything major tho....oh well!

2003-01-25T21:03:00.000-10:00

Happy Birthday Nanette-san!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR NANETTE-SAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU........!!!!!!!! (and many more.....) we love you babette!! anywho.....nanette, can I join 'the crew' blog? I'll customize the little picie thingie!!!!
I luv you all!!

2003-01-04T17:03:00.000-10:00

more more tell me more!!

I am the Coquette

The ability to delay satisfaction is the ultimate art of seduction - while waiting, the victim is held in thrall. Coquettes are the grand masters of the game, orchestrating a back-and-forth movement between hope and frustration. They bait with the promise of reward - the hope of physical pleasure, happiness, fame by association, power - all of which, however, proves elusive; yet this only makes their targets pursue them more. Imitate the alternating heat and coolness of the Coquette and you will keep the seduced at your heels.

Symbol: The Shadow. It cannot be grasped. Chase your shadow and it will flee; turn your back on it and it will follow you. It is also a person's dark side, the thing that makes them mysterious. After they have given us pleasure, the shadow of withdrawl makes us yearn for their return, much as clouds make us yearn for the sun.

What Type of Seducer are You?
created by polite_society

which song describes you the best?

2003-01-04T16:44:00.000-10:00

wow

So wierd to do this again....so much has happened...but good news....I havn't been depresed for a long time! But I seriously fucked up this year....badly..but what can you do except learn from it...oh well....did ya miss me? You better have....anyways....i love you all....ill be back soon.....

2002-09-20T18:37:00.000-10:00

realmente posso stare in piedi per parlare in un ciarla la stanza

Hey, sorries I haven't been on for so long, my mom disconected internet to my room so.....yea. But I'm alive, home on a friday night alone....so depressing...anyways, luv ya all. Nothing much new.....just.....life....just found out something that I will never be able to tell anyone....its....interesting....lets just say that...::sigh:: been thinking about to much....lata

2002-09-08T11:20:00.000-10:00

Ah the life of a Freshmen...

Last night was.....interesting....lets just say that....Ash came over, mi hermana told me about a party at Iovens house....and convinced me to go....so we went in Katie's car, picked up Jen at Seabury...bought some cloves and almost got arrested... picked up Katie the Soffmore.....and I had a bottle of Bacardie in the process....with diet coke....so baiscly I got.....drunk.....but it was so funny....everything was funny....then we went to Iovens thing and it was so gay. There was only like 10 people there.....so we were like fuck that - we also got kicked out - and came back here....ha what an interesting night.....it all Holly's fault! hehe I crack myself up....latas.

2002-09-07T12:02:00.000-10:00

wow its been a while

sorries people....just haven't been wanting to post or anything. sorry.so tierd... last night they had this movie marathon at seabury from 6 - 12....and im tierd.....and sore since my ass fell asleep half way through it.....so yea....alot alot of homework....hotaru-san could you please change your font color to something more darker....reading it hurts my eyes......^_^'

2002-09-01T13:25:00.000-10:00

life

Mood : Sad, tingly, tierd
Friday was Orientation day. It was fine, nothing really special. The dance was ok, 'cept for something...I've liked Chris - random guy in my class - for a while....and so did Paula - one of my good friends - and we decided to be happy for each other if he liked either one of us....Turns out that Chris liked Paula, and they walk of together and come back holding hands. So I really don't need the details, I know the truth. It hurt so bad to see them together.............but I really don't want Paula to be sad and break up with him because of me....I want her to be happy....but it hurts so much.....::sigh:: But it helped alot that Pearl, Ash, Alexa, and Jenta were there to help me and support me and make me laugh....I have the best friends....anyways so then I went to ash's house and spent the night, then went horseback riding with Jenta - and we talked sooooo much, about everything - then went to her house and spent the night there......and for some reason my mom thought I was hooking up with Peter - her brother - my mom is so paranoid.....its annoying....and now I'm home....tomorow I don't have school - thank the goddess - so hopefuly me and my friends can get together and go do something......I won't cry....I'll really try....
-note- Thank you so much to Ash, Jenta, Alexa, Eunice, Pearl, Nanette, Sean, Lauren, and Jake for talking to me and listening.....and for being the greatest friends I could have

2002-08-29T15:21:00.000-10:00

::sigh::

Mood : Unatached, sad, tierd.
Today was....bleh...school sucked. I felt really crapy all day and there was all this drama and I kinda yelled at Eunice....just a tiny bit tho....see the substance was finaly wearing off - I took it 2 nights ago - so I was really down....so was someone else....thank goddess she is there for me...I can't really talk to anyone else about it...since Ash wants nothing to do with it...But anyways, I really want to leave Seabury, everything just sucked about it today....me and -the person- might go to Baldwin next year....hopefuly....::sigh:: school sucks.

2002-08-28T19:21:00.000-10:00

what the....

GEMINI (May 21-June 20): Even if you are an elite member of the cognoscenti or a pampered celebrity who hasn't made your own toast in ten years, I suggest you try on the virtues of the working class approach to life. That means thinking with your body, being willing to get your hands dirty, and striving to create useful things. Coming at the world from this angle will ensure that your fine mind won't lead you astray with sterile theories in the week ahead. If you want to know the bottom-line truth, listen to your physical feelings.
yea so I have NO IDEA what the fuck this chick is talking about. In other news DRAMA of the ages. yay.

2002-08-25T20:40:00.000-10:00

I'm back

I know you all missed me terribly....but I'm back - note the sacasim, since NO ONE TEXT MESSAGED ME OR CALLED ME EXCEPT FOR ALEXA - Kahana was fun, I chilled with my cuz Amanda, shes really cool. I'm working on my homework, all I have to do is English still....I went shopping at Costco for clothes!! Hey they had a sale and some pretty good stuff...got the new Papa Roach cd.... its really good....at least in my opinion... got some cds from Jenta...those are really good....just learned some fucked up information that I can't tell any of you.... its SO FUCKED UP.....um...what else....sister almost fucked up again....that was fun....almost got drunk.... mom helped me a bit with Geometry.... got yelled at from the lady at Costco....that was fun....sister smoked in my room again....smells nasty (fuck) found out that my uncle is a billionair..... my cuz Jenna is doing this thing that costs 18000 dollars..... holy fuck.... played Mafia...you have never had an experience until you played a game that includes killing with the Bartos....that was SO FUCKED UP but hilariouse....just dont even ask....got no sleep talked with Amanda all night about eveything.... and I was suuposed to sleep in this weekend....oh well....yea thats about it...laterzzzz

2002-08-23T15:47:00.000-10:00

weekend!!

Yay! Finaly, no school for two days! I get to go to Kahana to see my cousins..... yay.....? So I wont be able to post for 2 days cuz I'll be gone.....sorries Jenta.... but text message me people so I know whats going on! So tierd....I feel alot better today tho then I did yesterday.... so thats good.... so much homework.... bleh, I'll bring it with me to Kahana...luv ya all!

2002-08-22T17:22:00.000-10:00

gomen...

Sorries I havent posted in so long....I've just been really drained..... school started yesterday.... I'm already over it.... I dunno why but I've been really tierd physicly and emotionaly... Eunice said something that just keeps playing in my mind... how I always seem so happy and outgoing in front of people at school....even when inside I feel like crap.... I dunno why....I dunno.... I think I'm comeing down with something... I am now a ninth grader...I get to sit in seats.... I've meet some really cool people...and some annoying ones...my classes are ok...I don't like Geometry that much... the teacher is wierd... Japanese is good cuz Eunice and Ashi and Chris and Oli are in it...so thats good...holy shit hotaru you are taking ALOT of advanced classes, I'm so proud of you! ^_^. I only have one class with Bre, Alexa, Ashi and Eunice, none with Pearl (you need to post) Nanette and Jenta....I miss Hotaru so much...I kinda get the feeling that if she was here she would understand me and things would be better...I feel like crying I miss her so much....I feel so...BLEH, thats a good word.... I had an engery drink....so maybe I'll feel better soon.... probaly not...::sigh:: I'm trying people, I really am.....

2002-08-16T19:15:00.000-10:00

Just to let you know...

I have a new blog...well...kinda old redone so its new... you know... Fallen Air Sprites...? I changed the address so...maybe I'll give you clues... but I don't know if I want anyone to read what I write in it....at least not yet....maybe I'll just give you really hard clues.....

2002-08-16T18:15:00.000-10:00

O.o

Went downtown today with mi hermano, met up con mi hermana, had this major drama fight thing, told my sister to fuck off.....saw Blue Crush, saw Brooke, Lauren W, Jaclyn, Jackie, Alyssa, Lacie, Zoe there and sat next to them....that was interesting. Then went to Baldwin beach con mi hermano...now I'm home....and Jenta never fucking called me back....grrr... sorries Hotaru-san I forgot to sign off that was why I didn't reply to you...sorries ^_^;;;;;;....

2002-08-15T12:10:00.000-10:00

Setsuna-san

thankies! Hotaru-san your alive!! Yay!!

This dynamic character is singleminded, and determined to achieve their goals
in life.

What Obernewtyn Character
are you?

Primary
Ability:

Farseeker

Farseekers posses the ability to communicate over great distances via telepathy. They are great friends who know when they're needed, and seem to be able to detect others thoughts.

Secondary
Ability:

Futureteller

Futuretellers have an uncanny knack of knowing what is going to happen, well before anybody else. Alot of futuretellers have truedreams, whereas some, like Brydda, have what they call a 'sixth sense'. Futuretellers are usually very quiet, and reserved, yet they are loyal and trustworthy.

What
is your Misfit Talent?

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Goth Are You?

What Ragnarok Character Should You Be?
Quiz by Angelhalo

Take The Princess Quiz by Azure Eyes

You are The Imperial Princess

Your regal attitude and impecable impression shows your true breeding.
Raised to one day rule as Queen, your very demeanor displays your rise to power.
Whether your prince is yours by love or arrangement, he will quickly learn that you preside over the kingdom.
Your ladies-in-waiting feel privileged to be below you and your servants revel under your command.
Every knight in your army has sworn his life to you.
Your popularity before assuming the throne assures that you will be a respected Queen.
Your crown is fashioned after Queen Elizabeth’s.
Your throne is hand-crafted of gold and red velvet.

Your magical style is Faery.

What type of Magic do you work?. Take the Magical Style Quiz by Paradox

You are a muse.

What legend are you?. Take the Legendary Being Quiz by Paradox

Take Which
'fallen one' are you? Quiz by Xera

2002-08-14T11:07:00.000-10:00

Remind me to kill my sister...

I was all nice sleeping having a random dream with Oli in it and then my sister comes in at FREAKING 10:00 IN THE MORNING AND WAKES ME UP to tell me that I have to work at 1 in the office, great, couldn't you have told me then?? But no... and then I couldn't fall back asleep...so now I'm up....my fucking sister X.X major pissed. But so very tierd....anyways freshman orientation was fun....kinda sad tho... I met a really cool chick Alexa, she is sooooooo cool and sweet. And met some new guys, Chris is nice, I'm like in all of his classes except math, met Oli, he's in my advisement, he's really sweet and hot ^_^ and Alyssa is so totally trying to get him to like her...its hilarious. I dont think its working ^_^. And then this random guy named Nick who has been to my house a billion times cause he's friends with my brother and I had no idea....that was really odd, and then this guy named Rob who is a friend of Ioven, thats just great. And then alot of other random people....I'm so fucking tierd.....gonna go pass out....

2002-08-11T10:41:00.000-10:00

Hotaru....

Miss you too Hotaru-san..... shit my eyes are killing me... oh yea, I got some cool glasses yesterday that change color from different angle....I like but I gotta get used to wearing contact and glasses. And I orderd some color enhancing contacts...yay! So anyway I am alive....just not very well ^_^''' No one has any classes with me.... Ashi only has one class with me.... :( and no one has the same lunch as me...I feel so abandonded.....

2002-08-08T07:36:00.000-10:00

^_-

Sorries for not posting - by the Pearl that in NOT a post - but I've been doing stuff..... actualy I've only been doing one thing..... MUD!!! I am now totally addicted to it......hehe ^_^' but anyways.....Star I need to get my stuff from you from when I died....Oh yea I also died yesterday when I tried to kill an eagle.... not a smart move....

2002-08-06T10:52:00.000-10:00

by the way

Thankies Setsuna, I apreciate that :)

2002-08-05T12:12:00.000-10:00

What time is it? Quiz time!

Which Piercing are you?

2002-08-05T11:32:00.000-10:00

on a happier note...

SO yea, I'm feeling alot better, probaly to the fact that I haven't seen my sister all day. I talked to my mommy...shes awsome. she wants to buy me a car!! Yay! But thats not why I love her....she just very cool...yay!

2002-08-03T20:20:00.000-10:00

I can't stand this

I hate my sister sometimes. She has no idea what the fuck she is talking about. Why does she always take advantage of me? Why can't she be just a good sister. I hate her. Shes such a bitch to things she doesn't understand. sometimes I can't take this shit anymore. I won't, I won't. I'm over trying to understand her and be her friend, I'm fucking over it. I can't take this. i can't. I'm getting pushed over the edge, and its all because of her. And she doesn't even care. I hate her. She uses me. Fuck her. I hate this kind of pain....physical would be so much better..... but I need to keep my promise, I need to....I don't know if I can....... Goddess help me through this pain....please....

2002-07-31T18:11:00.000-10:00

elements

Want To Know Which Element You Are?

You are Spirit!

Truly a rare breed, you're calm and thoughtful
but still know how to live life. Things are taken slowly but your large list of experiences (yours as well
as others) can help you adapt to new situations with little trouble or people being hurt. Unfortunately,
you're the most likely to ignore yourself over other people. Emotions rule you, and though you are quick
to kindness, your anger could scare the fiercest of creatures. Learn to relax a bit and live your own life.

Best Match: Fire, they'll pull you out of your shell and teach you plenty of things in life.

Worst Match: Water, they're too intent on their emotions to notice yours.

Streea wasted a bunch of time making this test.

Want To Know Which Element You Are?

You are Earth!

Level-headed, strong of will, unwavering in
beliefs. You are the roots, the strength, the solid force. A walking source of inspiration, you achieve
power and greatness without effort. You also hold great compassion and are in full control of your emotions.
This comes with a heavy price. You are unable to adapt and can be stubborn over the smallest of things.
You take the greatest offense to your ego being bruised. Need to loosen up a little...

Best Match: Fire, you might get burned but they'll show you how to use ALL of your emotions.

Worst Match: Air, no way you could stand being around them for more then a few seconds.

Streea wasted a bunch of time making this test.

2002-07-31T16:46:00.000-10:00

shes gone...

Hotaru-san is gone...... I wont see her for at least 10 months.... cried alot last night....I miss her so much....

2002-07-27T07:55:00.000-10:00

bye

I'll be gone for the weekend, so no posts.

2002-07-26T13:08:00.000-10:00

anime!

I am over at Ashi's house for our anime marathon. We started at 8 last night and have gone thro till this afternoon, and we are STILL going. How much sleep have I gotten? One hour. Thats it. But thats ok I geuss cause its really fun. Right now we are watching Adventures of the Mini Goddesses. Its funny. I'm sooo proud of myself, for the first time since like forever I like my weight. I weigh 135 pounds!!! I'm sooo happy about that, I thought I was getting FATTER instead of skinnier. Anyways enough rambling, back to Anime!

2002-07-25T09:01:00.000-10:00

sleep

got up at six this morning to answer the office phones. I am so tierd. Now I can do whatever I want for the rest of the day, which will be....NOTHING. wait no I'm going downtown...and plus I get paid :)... So I can spend money....let me meditate about this.................................................................................
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ok fuck meditating, lets piss people off!

2002-07-24T19:18:00.000-10:00

Sex and the City

Which Sex and the City Player Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
I love this show!

2002-07-24T13:00:00.000-10:00

Cute!

I know they are so cute! Hotaru-san, I think that Ashi has planned it for tomorrow and Friday :) Everyone has to see my gatos! I got my retaniers so now I talksss thlike dthisss. yayay

2002-07-23T12:52:00.000-10:00

GATO!!!

My kitty had her kittens!! 4 of them, pure black w/ white face, pure white, brown n' black stripes, gray n' tan stripes. They are osssss cute!!! For name were thinking Nugget (Hollys idea), Simon (Moms idea), Tramp (My idea), and maybe Lady....sounds good?

2002-07-22T11:18:00.000-10:00

alo?

So yea, went to Hapas last night, have mucho fun con Ashi and Hotaru-san. Ashi you never told me about - the dude - ? Anways I was supposed to go to the gym with my mom, but for some reason she didn't wake me up and take me with her....hum.... Everyone we need to have a 2 day marathon before Hotaru leaves - NOOO! - wont cry, wont cry....

2002-07-18T18:57:00.000-10:00

damit

HAS ANYONE HEARD OF UPPDATING THERE FUCKING BLOGS MY GODDESS!!!!!!!Fuck dude. My sista did a makeover on me, I look like a fucking hoe with no braces I LAUGH AT YOU ALL WHO HAVE THEM AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH NEEH!!!!!!!! you all suck.

2002-07-17T17:02:00.000-10:00

HIO

Hey every1, you'll never geuss why I am in such a good mood... I GOT MY BRACES OFF!!! Hahahahahahahahah, I laugh at all of you who still has them (exspecialy ashi, :P) Serena-san extreamly happy!! Yay!!
note:: have people heard of something called UPDATING, I'm bored::

2002-07-15T16:19:00.000-10:00

She knows...

She knows.... holy shit.... thats all I'm saying.... If your curious to what the hell I'm talking about, call me...

2002-07-14T20:06:00.000-10:00

YAY!!!

My brother is home!!! My awsome completly cool protective brother is home!!!! YAYAYAY!!! I'm not going to apologize for this one, I'm soo happy he is home!!! I missed him alot. He went to the Warped Tour!!! He is sooo lucky!!! He got me this really cool shirt from it. Sorries people for not going to Hapas, but my bro came home and I REALLY wanted to see him. Usagi-san extreamly happy!!!!

2002-07-13T14:33:00.000-10:00

setsuna!

sorries setsuna! The whole hapas things is just in the air, I haven't talked to any1 about it really :) and what about this dateing thingie?

2002-07-13T14:21:00.000-10:00

song

My Sailor Moon Theme Song

Moonlight Densetsu

You are a friendly and kind person who understands the power of friendship and love. You have many creative talents and are constantly looking on the bright side, but can also expect too much of yourself at times.

Find your theme song at SailorOrion.com

2002-07-13T09:35:00.000-10:00

come on

people people, there is a thing called UP DATING YOUR FREAKING BLOG. Goddess I feel so 'out' of this little possy. Anyways are we all still going to Hapas tomorow? Cuz I wanna seeeee every1. Yesterday I had a basketball game, we lost by TWO FREAKING POINTS, but thats ok cuz i made a 3 point shot. That was cool. SOMEONE PLEASE UPDATE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

2002-07-12T10:54:00.000-10:00

wings

'What kind of Wing are you?' by. Xera

2002-07-11T12:05:00.000-10:00

question

Does anyone else know besides ashi what nosebleed is? And yes ashi DID makeout w/ some one *coughcough*jesse*coughcough* but its all good cuz he is really nice and such. Yesterday I went to Hilo and performed my linkin park dance at this random church, it was so much fun! I have a new respect or chistian churches. And this really nice guy named Kaleb thought I was 17 or 18, it was funny. Went to random fun thingie and got stuck to a velro wall and suffocated in a sumo suit. Fun Fun. Saw MIB2, kinda sucked but whatevas. Then slept in till 11, and now I'm here.

2002-07-09T11:38:00.000-10:00

nosebleed!!!

hehe, just jk. Anyways this is what has happened in the past 2 weeks. I went to Supercamp - I know, sounds gay - where I cried alot. I met some really cool people and made some amazing friendships. I also learned alot about myself... HOW CORNY DOES THAT SOUND. Anyways, then I went to Anime Expo with Ashi-san, when we met at the airport I totally glomped her, and she broke my nail!!! Hey it really hurt. Anyways then later that night at the hotel after we got settled in our room - which was a suite - we cruzed around the hotel where we found a dance! So me and ash went inside and danced for a while, then these two guys andrew and jesse asked us to dance. And then we ditched the dance and walked around this random bay 5 min away from our hotel. Next day we met up with them again and we crused for the day. Then that night ashi danced with jesse and andrew ditched me so I danced alone. And these really creepy 30 years old guys who were drunk kept on asking me to dance. That was freaky. And then we went up to the room and chilled up there. And then ashi and jesse were snuggling and looking os cute and I was stuck by myself :(. Next day me and ashi go see jrock - which andrew and jesse were in, HILARIOUS - and went to dance again and then Jessie was tierd but me and ashi were dying of starvation and jessie offerd to buy us dinner at like 1 in the morning. He is so nice! But nothing was open so we went back up to the room where Jessie and Ashie kinda made out and then Jessie fell asleep in her arms. Then at around 4 me, ashi, jessie, andrew, and this random guy named albert - * laughs ironicly* - camped out to get tickets for mascarads, ashi and jessie were sleeping together - not literaly - and it was os cute! I got no sleep at all, and then through out the day we did random thing, jesse bought us breakfast, and then that night we went to mascarads. It was soooooooooooo much fun!!!And then we went to the dance and then ashi and jessie made out more. Then Sunday night/ monday morning me, ashi, jessie and andrew went on a walk just for a closing thingie. Ashi and Jesse went somewhere to make out, and left me with andrew. And me and him are just chilln' when he askes me to make out with him. And I am not atracted to him that way at ALL. So then I said no and he was soooooo hurt. But I'm sorry I'm not gonna make out with someone just to make them feel better so I can feel like crap. Anyways I had so much fun tho, latas!!

2002-07-08T21:08:00.000-10:00

I'm back and I know you all missed me

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My Senshi Colors Are:

White: Innocent, Childlike, Pure

Green: Healthy, Energetic, Confident

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Hey you guys! I'm back!!!! I missed you all sooo much, but I had a blast. I know it sounds really corny, but I learned alot about myself, and I think I totaly changed... Odd, anyways I'll get into details later, right now I'm kinda tierd....

2002-06-20T17:31:00.000-10:00

the true me

Black

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

2002-06-20T16:42:00.000-10:00

power

2002-06-18T15:45:00.000-10:00

titleless

what's your battle cry? |
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Who's Your Inner Buffy Bad-Girl? Find out @ She's Crafty

Which My So-Called Life Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

What's Your Style? Find out @ She's Crafty

*another note, thankies Hotaru!
*another note, feel better pearl we luv u!

2002-06-18T09:12:00.000-10:00

tierd

What Jelly Belly flavor are you? I'm -

Find your flavor here!

I have one that non eof you have! mmmuuuuuuahahahahahah

2002-06-17T19:56:00.000-10:00

today

ok, so me, chilln' in my room on the internet(as usual) and my bro comes in and asks me if I wanna go with him down town. So I spend the day with my bro - it was sooo much fun! We went to the beach and saw a movie and such, and we talked alot. So we bonded. Hotaru I think your story is awsome! Basicly all you need to do is work out the details, such as...
Kudami, stunned by Nogwans beauty, is frozen as he looks at this beautiful creature 'A goddess' he thinks. Nogwan is transfixed by this simple human, 'How can something so simple steal my heart?' she thinks. Before she can stop her self, she kisses him on his forehead, weaving her magic into a heavenly kiss. Her magic leaves a silver dragonfly mark there, to bind him to her, and to push away other beauties besides herself. Giving her love one last smile, she steals away into her home, the forest.
That was just a rough draft, sorries if it wasn't good Hotaru!

2002-06-17T10:37:00.000-10:00

quiz day!

What's Your Sexual MO? Find out @ She's Crafty

you're velvet goldmine. you're sparkly and beautiful, and possibly from another world.

take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the slinkstercool community.

Which Buff Girl Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

See which Greek Goddess you are.

Take the "Which Flower are you?"quiz by Hazel

What type of Bishounen are you? Find out at artificial-soul.net by Rin.

2002-06-16T13:42:00.000-10:00

angel

What kind of ANGEL are you?

Are you NASTY or NICE?

Quiz made by Angela

2002-06-16T13:12:00.000-10:00

happy fathers day

What Trigun ship are you??

::sigh::...

2002-06-15T19:00:00.000-10:00

heart

2002-06-15T18:20:00.000-10:00

more sicko

She's having a wet atack thinking about someone!!!!

2002-06-15T11:11:00.000-10:00

pixie!

Stalk bunnywunny_~!

I'm dark! They didn't have an air pixie - which is stupid and wrong - but whatever... srry people I know you were ALL counting on me to drive you to Hapas but I had a basketball game - which we lost - but thats ok cause we didn't even have any practice or anthing so its all good. laterzz
*note* Pearl I didn't make that up about ***** she was like 'I'm never gonna trust a Muslim person again, exspecialy not Pearl' ok? ok.

2002-06-13T20:51:00.000-10:00

sicko

H

HOLY SHIT ITS A HORNY DOLPHINE!!!

2002-06-13T20:30:00.000-10:00

my dreams

So, I am doing some work on my book. Its about two girls who are really good at dance, any kind - Ashlie and Maia, best friends- but only Ashlie gets the attention and credit because she is thinner, not by much tho. And then Maia falls in love.... and I wont give away the entire thing. But anyways, I'm typing away with all these ideas in my head and then suddenly I realize I WANT TO BE A DANCER. Its just kina hit me. I mean REALLY hit me. I totally want to be a dancer. But I feel bad, cuz I'm gonna have to wait till Pieces is over to really do dancing, and even then.... I don't know if it can happen. But I will continue to dream... I can't believe I didn't try out for Pieces, but that was when I thought I was going to U.S.C - which I'm not even going to any more - so, what am I supposed to do this summer? I just really want to dance, but even then my mom will be like 'But dancers don't make that much money, I want you to run the company' and shit like that. But I want to dance, I NEED to dance... Sorry for being corny. But I can't even talk to anyone about this. I mean I tried talking to Ashley about the whole U.S.C. thing, but she couldn't really give me any advice, course I was crying my ass off and that could of been a problem. But maybe no one really does understand me, I'm just too fucked up. This probaly doesn't make sense to anyone, but then again, no one gets it.

2002-06-13T14:11:00.000-10:00

me

I was meant to be a member of Dir en Grey! I'm just Goth enough to be cool, but still easygoing enough to be popular.

Take the "Which J-Rock Band Should You Be a Member Of?" quiz by malloreigh

2002-06-10T19:06:00.000-10:00

happy

Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz

anyways, I went to Hapas last night. It was sooooo much fun! Ashley was dancing SOOOO fucking sluty! She almost fucking took off her clothes on the dance floor! And then this random guys came up behind me and started...freaking me and I didn't notice till 3 seconds later...EW. Good thing that he stopped, but for the rest of the night he kept on looking at me....nag. And also my shoes broke like right when I started dancing... so I was dancing barefoot most of the night but then the manager said I need to have shoes on, so I danced with broken shoes. But it was still soooooooo much fun! YAY! I think we are gonna go again on friday...and then on sunday....

2002-06-09T13:18:00.000-10:00

what am I?

Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.

Which Sailor Scout are you?

Take the What
animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz

Sounds like me!

2002-06-07T12:37:00.000-10:00

Grrrr

Why fuck did no one call me? Except for Jenta but she doesn't even KNOW I have a blog so that doesn't count. Grrrr I feel so abandoned. No one loves me...sniff sniff I'll go crawl in a hole somewhere now...or maybe I'll go into a tree and not come out! I'll be one of those enviromental people who live in trees...hehe...cool. YOU ALL SUCK!

2002-06-06T11:29:00.000-10:00

garg

damit no one bleeping postes in their blogs! Come on people I need something exciting! I'm bored out of my fucking mind! Anywho, yesterday I wnet downtown and whatched the Lakers game - which they won, SCORE - and went to Borders for like 3 hours, which is cool. I got the Vanessa Carlton C.D. VERY good I suggest everyone get out there and buy, its exelmente! Plus I bought this series called 'Angus, thongs and full - frontal snogging' its HILARIOUS, I'm cracking up throughout the entire thing. Go out and buy it, if you like laughing. ANYWAYS Hotaru what are u up to? You and Ash should ome up and watch Metropolis-anime- with me, my bro whatched is already and said it was awsome. And Tiff too, you should come up! Call me people! *Little note* If you have realized I am hyper and in a good mood, GOOD FOR YOU. You get a cookie, hehe*

2002-06-05T14:17:00.000-10:00

age

18
I act like I'm 18.
This test was brought to you by James - Part of the David and James phenomenon. Take it here.

wish i was...
so two days ago was my birthday...I am now officialy 14...I had a party at the beach, which was pretty fun. I got some really cool presents from my friends... which was cool...

2002-06-02T18:40:00.000-10:00

shattered

I can't go to USC. My dad said its too exspensive. After all that I went through to apply... and get in .... and my parents say they are pround of me... they just say its too fucking exspensive to follow my drea. All my family said that, its too fucking exspensive. God, I mean my fucking school is 12000 a year, why can't I do this? Are they purposly trying to destory me, and my hopeless dream? Why tell me I can do it, and then not make any sacrifices to make something I want come true. How fucking selfish is that? I wanted to go so bad... more than anything... more than dancing... and on top of it. One of my best friends in the entire world is moving. After we had gotten so close this year... After all the shit we went through, from the stupid bruja rumors and shit... I thought the summer was going to be home free. I thought that we all would have so much fun, getting ready for highschool and all. Now... everything was going so great, and in the past hour... everything gets fucked up. I hate this, why does this always happen to me? Why is it that my parents want to destroy my dream, tell me its useless, twice? First I can't be a dancer, now I can't be a editor, a screenwriter, a director... all the things I wanted to be. Every single time the 'rents tell me its just a stupid dream, that it won't happen, that I should just be a bussnis woman, take over the fucking bisnius. I don't want that. I would rather do something I love than be fucking sucsesful and please my parents and hate what I am doing with my life... why wont they just give me the chance? Now they feel guilty so they are taking me out to a movie, wow, thats just gonna make everything better... goddess... I havent felt like this in the biggining of the year, when yet again my parents didn't like me for who I am... can I keep my promise Ash? We will have to see... and everything was going great, I was happy... Goddess I hate my life. Somebody kill me.

2002-06-02T14:28:00.000-10:00

me

Who are YOU most like?

You are 80% evil! [?]

Well, evil is your one and only name! You're 80%! That's pretty darn bad! You've just got a bit of good in you, but that's alright. A little good never hurt anyone, right?

How Gay Are YOU? [?]

Which Kiss Are You?

You're ANGER! You're not the most pleasant person to be around! You've got a short fuse, and you're almost always mad at the world. You're represented by the color red.

2002-06-02T14:10:00.000-10:00

emotion

Find your emotion!

2002-06-02T10:07:00.000-10:00

Jungle Woman!

Which Woman of Beauty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.

2002-05-31T15:03:00.000-10:00

royalty

Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.

cool...

2002-05-31T10:53:00.000-10:00

SONG!

2002-05-30T16:22:00.000-10:00

drinky!

Click here to take the test!

2002-05-30T16:12:00.000-10:00

person

I Am A: Chaotic Good Half-Elf Bard Ranger

Alignment:
Chaotic Good characters are independent types with a strong belief in the value of goodness. They have little use for governments and other forces of order, and will generally do their own things, without heed to such groups.

Race:
Half-Elves are a cross between a human and an elf. They are smaller, like their elven ancestors, but have a much shorter lifespan. They are sometimes looked down upon as half-breeds, but this is rare. They have both the curious drive of humans and the patience of elves.

Primary Class:
Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit.

Secondary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.

Deity:
Hanali Cenanil is the Chaotic Good elven goddess of love, beauty, and art. She is also known as the Heart of Gold and Lady Goldheart. Her followers delight in creation and youth, and work to spread happiness, love, and beauty. Their preferred weapon is the dagger.

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2002-05-30T10:14:00.000-10:00

ok

lets try this again

2002-05-30T10:12:00.000-10:00

fuck

i try i really do...

2002-05-30T10:02:00.000-10:00

What girls are made of

*fishnets
*bats
*alley cats
yay

2002-05-30T09:47:00.000-10:00

new

Something different. I need the change.

2002-05-29T15:23:00.000-10:00

title

hehe? yay? im lost... HOLY SHIT I AM BAFFLING MYSELF. I didn't know that was possible...OH SHIT I LOST IT!!! fuck fuck fuck fuck.... I am so screwed... oh wait! its at my grandparents house! shit that scared me... ignore me, I am talking to myself... hehe. damit...dad wont give me money for the movies and shopping... oh well... I'll bug him later. but hello all I am so out of it I seriously need sleep...or something of that sort....eh...

2002-05-27T10:55:00.000-10:00

wazz

up. haha. ::silence:: ya um ok ::coughs:: ANYWAY nothing much with me.. I have finaly decided to go with it and go to U.S.C. yay? Anyway I am really excited because I will meet all these really cool people who are interested in what I am in to. cool? yes yes. And the campus sounds awsome - from the packet thing- like we have a entire floor to ourselves and right below us is this really cool cafe and we all get our own rooms w/ T1 internet acess and a sitting room and kitchen and....ok sorry I am blabbling. But the only problem is that I wouldn't be able to see my sister until August, because of this whole flight thing. But hopefuly she can come visit me on campus, that would be cool. I miss her so much. And maybe I could go to anime Expo with ash and hotaru! Ok its a long shot but ya never know! Kay gotta go get ash awake and see if she asked her mom.... I NEED HAPAS!!! sorry...random... WE NEED TO PLAN IT ASH 'N HOTARU!! SOON!! yay my shout outs! Laterzzz

2002-05-26T20:33:00.000-10:00

what the...?

ok, why did she call me serena? am i serena? i am so fucking baffeled....but thats ok! anywho, I go shopping today! every year for my birthday my grandma takes me shopping! fun fun i got all these really cool clothes like these cool pants and hootchy tops....yay. anyway sorry for not posting in a while but i was buisy the past few days. i went para gliding! it was so cool you have to jump off this 800 foot cliff its sooo scary but such a adrenalin rush. very cool. anyway gotta go laterzzz

2002-05-23T11:28:00.000-10:00

summer....

well, it is officialy summer....wow...yay... hey i try ok.

2002-05-20T17:15:00.000-10:00

alo

ya so i made up with my friend today, so glad that is over with. anywho, i am bored out of my fucking mind. nothing to do. no where to go... whatever.....hmmm....donuts... why the fuck would you buy donut cereal? just go by real thing dumbass..nevermind...random

2002-05-19T13:35:00.000-10:00

friend

Take the What Type of Friend are
You? quiz, and visit mutedfaith.com.
[Me.]

2002-05-19T12:58:00.000-10:00

mage

find your element
at mutedfaith.com.
<º>

cool.

2002-05-17T20:39:00.000-10:00

clue

clue- put these words together
fallen

air

sprite
put them together...type it out... figure it out.

2002-05-17T20:13:00.000-10:00

poem

Murdered by Religion

falling
explosion
twisting flames
licking up the tower...
falling
explosion
not again..
twins...
in pain...
burning flames.
bodies
burning
escapeing the heat
flinging themselves
90 stories down..
chosing
death by flames
death by flying...
death by force
there is no chioce
even more
death by blowing cement blocks
falling ontop of you...
suffocation you...
taking your chance to breathe
your chance to live.
and for what?
to prove
that religion is above all
that we are better than others
that we all deserve to die
to achieve something
not no one truly knows exist?
so all those people died...
were murdered...
for no reason at all
just a religion...?

2002-05-17T20:02:00.000-10:00

racism

so, i am watching this special on hbo about the wtc. and i cant believe what i hear. this woman, her daughter was killed in the wtc, they only found her foot. her mother says that she wants every single muslum person tourtured, man, women and child. she wont go into their stores, she ignores them on the streets. i mean i feel her pain, she lost her child but...to day something to that extream... i mean muslum people died to in the attacks... not just americans...they feel our pain.... and then this lady they interveiwed said that there was a prediction. that in the second century at 45 degrees(new york is 41 degrees) there would be two twin brothers, and that they would erupt in flame and fall to the smoky ground, these twin brothers would live in york... new york... and that these two twins falling would cause the 3rd world war, worse than any other world war... isnt that fucking crazy...its so fucking close... holy shit... i cant believe that...

2002-05-17T17:17:00.000-10:00

bitch

like its a bad thing?

Primary Ability: Farseeker Farseekers posses the ability to communicate over great distances via telepathy. They are great friends who know when they're needed, and seem to be able to detect others thoughts.

Secondary Ability: Futureteller Futuretellers have an uncanny knack of knowing what is going to happen, well before anybody else. Alot of futuretellers have truedreams, whereas some, like Brydda, have what they call a 'sixth sense'. Futuretellers are usually very quiet, and reserved, yet they are loyal and trustworthy.
What is your Misfit Talent?